I am disheartened for the lack of respect and dignity educators such as myself get everyday from students and parents at my school. Despite working hard trying to teach and do my job, my intentions are futile and being questioned. I do not know what to do. I moved from out of state hoping that things will be better but I am now starting to question my decision. Did I make a huge mistake? I am on dialysis while trying to make a living. Why God does it have to be all difficult? Please pray for me. Please.